Things are on the settling side these days..
A whole new change of environment, the foreign exposure I wasn't quite entirely ready for, the rough tides.. are all slowly but surely subsiding and yes! things are definitely feeling more comfortable!

This should probably mean it's time to plan and execute the future plan.. which is still a broilling mixture to get my head and soul around

yes i've played a fair bit, enough to make me think i've had enough for the time being,
enough to look through the memories to give me strength and to go directly into the bracing period with a straight head!
No regrets, rather excitingly satisfied that I lived my youths to the fullest.
and not much worries that i'd make it somewhere as long as I fix some shortfalls, like procrastinating etc- a whole bunch to challenge meself : >

Funny, the way things turned out seemed messed at that moment but now I'm realizing even if i lived my life over again i would still do the same. : > cuz additional challenge and extremes are what I enjoy riding.

I'm ok, I'm soooo good cuz things arent boring and dull!
Happy ALLLLL OVER AGAIN*
a year of hardship washes away the shortfalls & doubts I've had about my self

^--^ shrug..
giggle*